you're my desire (: though it seems tht i dont care & it may seem tht whn you need me , i wont be thr. Just put your FAITH in me & at the end, I promise, I wont turn my back on you ever again & i'll forever be your angel. In my heart I know it will be you whom i will love, always & forever ;DDDD
Boy, I Love You ;DD
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love me or just leave me alone (:
i just simply love everyone ard me ;DDD
i'll love you if you love me 1st (:
but if you hate me , i'll do better than whad you can((:
dont make yourself a person of all my detests but make yourself someone i adore & i promise i'll forgive you for whadtever you've done <3
today ; morning jiu kena by teacher liaos . MR LIM kip looking at me . wann send me go COUNSELLING . i dunn wann leh . WHAT CAN HE DO ? bleahs . WHATEVER -
ask that SICKENING WONG smth today dhen he dunn wann ans dhen i tell him he 's gonna DIE dhen he tok to me i dunn wann ans him . hahas . HE VERY DULAN liaos . WAKAKAS -
WHATEVER . WHO CARES mans ?! wakakas -
humphs . PRAYED for darling today . THAT BASTARD broke up wit her ytd . hais . was really PAIN to see HER CRY . hais . i dunn wann things to turn out this way mans . why issit lykdat ALWAYS ?! why issit that THOSE PPL who r in the WRONG are always appear to be RIGHT and we (THE VICTIMS) always appear to get accuse to be WRONG - hais . LIFE is jus SO COMPLICATING . humphs -
well , i myself cried too . suddenly tink of him . hais . i really need u boy . u mean u told me that u will make me forget the past is jus REALLY ONLY make me forget the past and u will leave AFT THAT ?! hais . i really wish u will stay . i cried REALLY HARD . everyone was SHOCKED to see me lykdat esp my darlings in klass . luckily my son didnt knw abt it or else he will b worry i guess . humphs . sorry my dearest in klass . i didnt mean to scare u guys off lykdat but HE jus appear in my mind SUDDENLY n i dunno how to face it and i CRIED . thanks guys . i knw u guys really love me . u guys are really those who were really dere for me when i needed u someone the most . u all didnt broke the promises that u all hav promised me . at least u guys were there for me when i CRY . u guys were there to MAKE me SMILE n CHEER me UP . even chi-na , boy , i hav to thank u lo chi-na . i m really so TOUCHED by u tat u asked dem what happen to me . hahas . OUR misuderstandings got really DEEP uh ? but we NVR fail to care for each other . cos we still love each other lor . i hope that u will NOT leave me n my life jus lykdat lo . i LOVE u n treasure u as much as i treasure my tiaraFOUR ; 2c06 and my BAOBEI SON lor . PROMISES ARE NOT MEND TO BE BROKEN . u promised me once that u will NVR leave me alone , hope u wun brk it uh . SMILE -
humphs . got SCOLDed by geo teacher today dhen i scold baq . arghs !! i m getting more n more naughty liaos . hais . HOW ?! wakakas . WHATEVER . WHO CARES -
aft sch , immediately when to MARINA SQUARE for bowling COS TUITION IS CANCELLED !! wakakas - humphs . got ALOT of ppl mans . hahas . we went to play ARCADE n found out that memories are still flowing lor . hais . hahas . but i knw i dunn lyk him anymore . i only LOVE that GUY who made me FORGET abt my PAST - humphs . well , played para until the booking tym for bowling reached . hahas . wahhs !! so cool mans . my klass really rawks mans . wakakas . REALLY HAD ALOT OF MEMORIES WIT 2C06 . can ue imagine HOW CLOSE we are ?! hahas -
I HAVE ENJOY my day today . i hope my darling will get over that bastard who had HURT her DEEPLY lor . its NOT WORTH her tears lor . cos guys who worths girl's tears will NVR make her CRY . even him , he dunn worth my tears cos he made me cry for HIM . hais . i miss him . i need him badly . he had broke HIS PROMISE . he wasnt dere for me when i needed him the most . hais .
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above is the conver i had wit tis CUTE BOY . hais . i told him i LOVE the guys who made me FORGET abt my past and i miss him BADLY but this CUTE boy asked me to give up cos he said THAT GUY dat i 've wished for to come baq WUN come baq de . hais . its really HURTING to hear that but what cann i do ? I CRIED again uh ?! hais . why EVERYONE is asking me to give up when i jus started to love him ? its sucha SHORT WHILE . cant i jus love him a lil WHILE MORE ?! i need him . no matter what happens , i will still LOVE him -
i 've jus found out that i m sucha WEAK girl . i knw i m STRONG in any other things but i didnt knw i was SO WEAK in relationships . i have SUFFERED alot over RELATIONSHIP . hais . i really wished to be wit him but i knw we cant cos even the CUTE BOY oso asked me to give up . hais . FORGET it . i will NVR give up . thats my DECISION . no one cann stop miie . ue GUYS knw me BEST uh . no one cann stop me frm the decision that i have made uh -
the things i ONLY HOPE FOR now is ; i really HOPE that FATE will really BRING us baq TGT lor . its really ALL GOD's plan lo . and oso HIS decision . i guess he wun wanna be wit me too cos i dunn even hav a GOOD POINT la . hais . i understand . i cann feel that fade la . i tink his feeling towards me had faded away cos he dunn even msg me . EVERYDAY , i m wishing to receive his SMS but its a DISAPPOINTMENT EVERYDAY lor . FORGET it . no matter what i say is still USELESS . its cant HELP AT ALL whats -